Friday, April 9, 2021
Todd Hanson
Resurrection
On Palm Sunday, Nathan spoke about the utter heartbreak and devastating disappointment Jesus’ followers must have felt leading up to the crucifixion. Speaking for myself I would have wanted and frankly expected the skies to open up and lightening rain down on the Roman oppressors. Vengeance is mine saith the Lord and I know I would have wanted to see it on full display.
But as Nathan eloquently stated, the victory would be not what was desired, not vengeful, not won through anger, hatred or wrath. Jesus would only display humility and submitted himself to indescribable pain and torment. It’s impossible to imagine anything worse than what he suffered that day. It’s equally painful to imagine the devastating anguish his mother and all who knew and loved him felt watching helplessly all he endured and suffered on that day. If I was in the crowd, I would have prayed for Jesus’ earthly body to suddenly rise up to the heavens. But that wasn’t the way it went, Jesus stayed one of us until his body gave out.
After witnessing what was believed to be the ending, the absolute worst darkness mankind could possibly create, Jesus was resurrected. That was the glorious victory the world still marvels at to this day and for all the days to come.
But I’m afraid I am a Thomas. After witnessing the horror inflicted on that hilltop, I would have needed to see for myself and touch the wounds to erase the horrible sights I had endured. I admire the strength of those who had stronger faith but I empathize with Thomas. Maybe relieving Thomas’s doubts cast my own doubts aside. Of course Jesus didn’t punish or cast out Thomas he simply told us that blessed are those that have not seen, yet believe. That’s the message of faith that remains for us today.
I have to admit when Rob requested I write something pertaining to the resurrection, I balked. Like Rob defined himself on Easter Sunday, I consider myself a story teller but I’m only comfortable sharing stories or thoughts based on my personal experiences or unique insights. I’m so far from being a biblical scholar and expect most of you have much more valuable insights on these subjects. But even before losing my ability to speak, I never want to turn down a request or an opportunity to simply be heard. Thanks Rob for asking and thank you to others who inspire me with your daily reflections.